I Been

I been tryna count my blessings, they don’t want me in my zone I been looking at the positives, can’t let them throw me off They don’t see the vision, when you tryna do something different They keep tryna hold me back, that’s why I go so hard to get it I can’t let them stop me, I’ve been paving the Kingsroad Guarding my energy is important now I don’t surround myself with people who keep talking things down Avoid certain ones on purpose, cause I move with a purpose And the people I was cool with on the surface, na, they don’t deserve it They be acting like I switched up Like I’m the bad guy for asking more from life then them Like it’s wrong and I should be content with the life I was given Instead of being deliberate in creating my vision Like I was working this hard just for shits and gigs And my goal was to stay local, do open mics where I live Like this shit is just a joke, they never took me serious Na fam gotta go, that shit would make me furious Not everyone is gifted with ambitions being driven With intrinsic motivation, I guess that was just the difference But forgiven them allowed me to unleash the greatness Now I focus my energy on where it’s appreciated I been tryna count my blessings, they don’t want me in my zone I been looking at the positives, can’t let them throw me off They don’t see the vision when you tryna do something different They keep tryna hold me back, that’s why I go so hard to get it I can’t let them stop me I’ve been paving the Kingsroad They gone hate you in the basement, they gone hate you when you make it Shit they gone hate you regardless of what you saying Just having enough balls to wake up and be yourself When they gotta look in the mirror, and see somebody else I try keeping that in mind when the comments are made Cause pleasing everybody's an impossible game So I tune it all out, don’t give weight to opinions Plus I’m way too indifferent I don’t listen, too resilient I See things from a perspective that I grew into It’s hard wishing health and happiness on those screwing you But those are the tools I choose to align with peace of mind Cause I know deep down inside, they just want a piece of mine Just want to peek inside, get a glimpse what I see behind The scenes that they’re deprived of, gotta read between the lines So I keep tryna find all the love and light Sometimes someone’s blessings are anothers fight I been tryna count my blessings, they don’t want me in my zone I been looking at the positives, can’t let them throw me off They don’t see the vision when you tryna do something different They keep tryna hold me back, that’s why I go so hard to get it I can’t let them stop me I’ve been paving the Kingsroad