Wrong People

Why do I always help all the wrong people? Why do I give myself to the wrong people? Why do I share the wealth with the wrong people? Questions that I ask myself cause it's on me though Woah woah woah, woah, woah woah woah woah woah cause it's on me though Woah woah woah, woah, woah woah woah woah woah cause it's on me though As I got older got more in depth with myself I hate depending on anyone else I hate trusting people cause trust in people is never equal Thought I'd see you comin, but since when has evil become see through It creeps you late night in the shadows lurking Or day time acting like we perfect, still things I can't come to terms with That changed me as a person, I'm aware now I'm careful who I care about, I won't let them tear down, what I've been working torwards, Ain't even music, I'm talking true shit Mind body and soul, I won't let them abuse it I gave my all to people who don't deserve it and it put a burden On everything because I'm hurting, But I'm still learning I Take it one step at a time, though it's running through my mind How could I be so blind to the signs How could you be so kind yet so disguised Im so surprised, eyes open wide Just I hope to find how to cope inside Why do I always help all the wrong people? Why do I give myself to the wrong people? Why do I share the wealth with the wrong people? Questions that I ask myself cause it's on me though Why do I always help all the wrong people? Why do I give myself to the wrong people? Why do I share the wealth with the wrong people? Questions that I ask myself Yeah, over reflective on every connection, Feel like I'm losing myself to what they're expecting Now Every move I make, feel like I second guess it Indecisive, inner mind says, that it's only in your mind and You lettin it get to you now, What happened to old P? The one that didn't give a f*ck, and bet they all they gone see I don't have the answer, but I been tryna find it I think these unexpected switch ups in my life could be behind it Maybe losing people left and right, will prep for future life, been Tryna keep my future bright, despite whatever news they writing But it's bothersome, I can't even talk to them Put them on a pedestal so high, could only fall from there Guess that's where I went wrong with them Guess my own expectations out of reach, I set the bar for them Well here's another bar for them, Imma write my wrongs, you tell em I said what's up though Reality gone hit, won't save em, they let the trust fall, Yeah Why do I always help all the wrong people? Why do I give myself to the wrong people? Why do I share the wealth with the wrong people? Questions that I ask myself cause it's on me though