Stranded and Sinking

I don't wanna be the one to text you first anymore I know I used to but I'm done 'Cuz being your friend feels like a chore I'm so done with always being last pick And I'm so done with always dealing with your shit And I'm so sick of not being your friend but your therapist This has to end And I'm not gonna text you first Even though the silence between us hurts And I'm not gonna cry over something I never even had Don't you come asking why 'Cuz the only thing you did was make me feel bad I don't wanna be the one to text you first anymore And I used to but I'm done 'Cuz being your friend feels like a chore I know that you lied And I'm the only one that tried To save a sinking ship But now I'm done with it