Maze of Feelings

Caged in this maze of feelings Desperate efforts to escape Still I wander with a smile on my face While my skin is peeling I don't want to lose against myself But I don't know what to fight Why would I wear my weakness with pride? If the purpose is to control my mind I won't give up, try to keep up too jaded now I only stray I know I should go on But I stand in my own way To wallow in self-pity is chaining me But there's no one around to unleash (unleash me) What I don't want to be is bonded to me But there's nothing around to release (release me) I don't want to lose against myself But I don't know what to fight Why would I wear my weakness with pride? If the purpose is to control my mind Finally some sign of an exit But sorrows keeping me from being free Overthinking all my decisions And still I stand in front of me To wallow in self-pity is chaining me But there's no one around to unleash (unleash me) What I don't want to be is bonded to me But there's nothing around to release (release me) I don't want to lose against myself But I don't know what to fight Why would I wear my weakness with pride? If the purpose is to control my mind Distorted I'm talking to myself Screw my self-destructive mind Obviously I don't know know what I need If I persuade myself that I'm blind