What I Think Im Really Meant For

How many times can I spin in this circle Wound me up instantly, now I'm twisted and purple Got no life left, confident in my steps But it's probably because I'm dead Look, I ain't writing just to make sense Time is mad strange but it seems to keep us waiting In time we all decay like the bodies in the basement Don't speak or be afraid I know the devil out there waiting The Way I'm dodging death left them saying yea it's amazing Time is our downfall but it's god's occupation Worshipping the minutes yea we get that it´s been taking I will fall asleep in the end let god take them If I heal of death that's a break there´s no mistaking Let me catch my breath for the times we've been forsaken Bring us all to tears the lies will not change it I'm out here showing work putting dents in my back bone And to my best friend been a shoulder they could lean on I keep myself from over doing what I think I'm really meant foh Who else is influenced by the words they all preach on? Twist me up inside, blur between the lines Can't be this surprised, when it happens I might die But ok, I don´t care If it happens I´m ok, I`m going my way Mama please don´t cry, we make it to the sky High above the light, when I tell you to be fine You gon be ok, some days still grey Sun gon shining in your face, we´ll see again Asking where is the issue, it feels like nothing is real But baby sometimes I miss you, but I don´t tell how I feel Driving fast cars, nascar Drunk again like bad moms I´m too fucked to wake up Yea I think I break up Why you do me like that, if you didn't love me You don´t have to say it back, I´m working to be free I'm out here showing work putting dents in my back bone And to my best friend been a shoulder they could lean on I keep myself from over doing what I think I'm really meant foh Who else is influenced by the words they all preach on?