Dedication

I've been so far I can't take it Been thinkin all of my time has been wasted This for the times I was close and erased it I guess that its time that I faced it Sometimes I just wanna break shit Leave and hop up in my space ship Seeing my dream but cant chase it Smoking like its medication Killing these tracks I think I just need a vacation yea I think this is called dedication yea I cant take no fucking vacation no I think this is called dedication yea I cant take no fucking vacation ho Feeling like f*ck 'em like f*ck all my rivalries Dis is the internet there is no privacy Stuck in this space like this shits an odyssey There is no modesty in me cause honestly I'm just the epitome a of killer mc That's steadily killing the beat Description is key If I could get 'em to see This shits entirely me I never had any help Just had to tighten my belt Had to go off in the woods with a stick and stone But then I came back wit a pelt I was just playing the cards I was dealt Nobody cares, like, "f*ck how I felt" All of these problems wit no one to tell Feels like I'm dieng but then why the f*ck am I living in hell No one to pick me up if I fell No one to hear me as loud as I yell Death or be stuck in a fuckin cell Cant tell whether its fake or for real For real I'm just shooting the shit I hope I don't miss I'm telling this It is what it is, its not what it was You killing my buzz, you get it in blood I've been so far I cant take it Been thinkin all of my time has been wasted This for the times I was close and erased it I guess that its time that I faced it Sometimes I just wanna break shit Leave and hop up in my space ship Seeing my dream but cant chase it Smoking like its medication Killing these tracks I think I just need a vacation yea I think this is called dedication yea I cant take no fucking vacation no I think this is called dedication yea I cant take no fucking vacation ho How can I stop this its part of me Excuse you, then f*ck 'em, then pardon me I'm living my life so don't bother me Killing 'em off slit the artery I outta be into playing the lottery But honestly I'm just living my life You see how I look I look like real fathers be Painting my pic just like artist scene That music's my soul its that heart in me Yea I got demons, I battle 'em constantly Like I was Constantine Its written in prophecy Mocking me was just rocketry Look down I couldn't possibly I got this new policy Where has it gotten me? Where am I at now? Holding my ground never gone back down Competition just gets slapped round Yea I run a lap you get lapped out Arm bar but they tapped out My reps up watch me flex out Arms up with the techs out yea Haters mad but I'm next out I've been so far I cant take it Been thinkin all of my time has been wasted This for the times I was close and erased it I guess that its time that I faced it Sometimes I just wanna break shit Leave and hop up in my space ship Seeing my dream but cant chase it Smoking like its medication Killing these tracks I think I just need a vacation yea I think this is called dedication yea I cant take no fucking vacation no I think this is called dedication yea I cant take no fucking vacation ho