Emotionally Scared (EM.S) (feat. Keeyen Martin)

Had to get my thoughts together Was losing friends back to back This ain't no average shit Real life purge in the mix These streets get savage quick Close my eyes, pray and vent Ain't no medicine for this But if it is, let me know Till then, I pour the four I'm tryna keep it on the road Optimistically, I'm good Cause in this life, you can't buy hope Caught a feeling in my heart Then I felt it in my soul I was crying last night In my room all alone Thought I seen my day ones While I was sliding up the road Remember part that, that stop sign When I was loaded off the four I can't tell y'all how to live But I'ma tell y'all what I know They ain't had to kill my brother They could've let him go Just some young niggas Making plays around the city I didn't see so much destruction Wish I could annihilate the system When you living on the edge Ain't got no choice to meet the system I'm a misdemeanor, hello The pain keeps growing But I gotta keep going I hate living with a broken heart God, please show me I'm tryna keep going My heart feels like I can't get up I keep, I keep, I keep Gotta keep going with a broken heart Gotta keep going with a broken heart Wish I could kick it with my niggas Reminiscing about the past I was thinking about my life And that child I never had Stimulated by my reflection Post-traumatic and caught the wave Living day to day without my niggas Shit don't feel the same Paralyzed, my heart broken Cause I'm still dealing with the pain Loving my brothers Keep Until they place me in the grave Gotta keep going The pain keeps growing But I gotta keep going I hate living with a broken heart God, please show me I'm tryna keep going My heart feels like I can't get up