Ways In

Sitting up wide awake late at night just thinking of who Poured out my happiness and left me with emptiness you Always did what was best for you and only you Left me without clue and now I'm stuck in moods I can't solve Tell me why I waited so long Never thought we'd end up so wrong Tell me where your feelings have gone I can't find them You told way too many lies that you forgot the truth Always have to re-find myself when I enter the booth My foot be smashing on the gas when I'm whipping the coup I got my back against the wall when others in the room I can't trust no one with my loyalty and you're the proof You was just in it for the fame, caught up loving the crew You used to say that we was tight I had to turn you loose Can't pick and choose when you with me cuz then you'd Like many I'm misunderstood and I've been led astray I'd never sit my ass down and risk my profits say Just what you will but know my wheel don't stop turning today I might be down but never out so don't count me that way You know the city raised me that's why they know my name I'm like a coach to my enemies cuz I never play You niggas thinking y'all gifted when y'all given away Y'all try to band against me but you prosper that way And you never will You really thinking you clever but you complacent still I keep pouring out for my niggas who can't make appeals I got love for you and your family but I gotta kill All of that weak shit y'all be on cuz it ain't ever real Like when you putting that woman up on a pedestal That shit ain't ever reciprocated, shoulda stayed concealed If you knew me back then you don't know how I deal With all this pain on any given occasion It caused me to fall down to my worst, so impatient To be placed in categories with all the greats and Dead kings' spirits haunt me everyday when I open my eyes to these lyrical waves and Say what's in my heart Don't tear it apart Emptied out my thoughts 'til my mental might cave in I'm just getting started but I'm already ways in Tell me who you've been looking for I might just be the one behind the door Loaded questions where answers have no meaning Third eye open on my superficial being Trying to pull away from my past Holding on girl you shouldn't do that Cut deep, I'm bleeding Ways in too many feelings