Wish Pain (feat. Belo of Do or Die)

I done been to most blocks, Chi town, I done been through the struggle I done seen my nigga get shot up, put his brains in the rubble I was the heart of this shit, I had some flaws and shit They seen me as a devil, I was the heart of this shit Been shot up, been kidnapped, I done been around Had hits on me from the cartel, but it didn't go down I been Do or Die, you didn't know we done shut shit down We goin' pound for pound and we shooting round for round Lord tell me why I gotta feel all this pain Didn't he go to trial, didn't even find God Why I gotta watch him lay in that grave Why I gotta find the strength to be strong all the time Why they smilin' in my face like I don't know they lyin Why they actin' loyal, know that pressure compromisin They waitin' till your guard down and that's when they gon' try it I cannot forgive nobody else, I wish pain on my enemy Gotta keep my dookies clean, every verse gon' be a bean Real niggas know what I mean, these people tryna leave me hurt They tellin' me that prayer work, I hope it ain't a nine to five I'm hopin' that my God alive, sometimes I feel he unsubscribed Niggas need to be unalive like the one that tried to f*ck my bitch They hit me up like we mobbed tied, bitch nigga I'm off my shit I play the game and it's all mods, my dad death gave me ADD Got another job, don't get no sleep, I'm rippin' and runnin' and rippin' and weep I just might catch me a flight to D.C, bre, what is your love like Brand new watch, AP, SRT, and it's Dove White Body breakin' down, my feet keep movin' in that dirt, right SD, Lil Khali, that's the birthright Everybody new I treat em' like they temporary Missed out on some pussy cause her my chart, she didn't carry If they ain't day one, they don't matter, don't put nobody on no platter God, I know you gon' make me better, but a rattlesnake gon' rattle Lord, tell me why I gotta feel all this pain Didn't he go to trial, didn't he find God Why I gotta watch him lay in that grave Why I gotta find the strength to be strong all the time Why they smilin' in my face like I don't know they lyin Why they actin' loyal, know that pressure compromisin They waitin' till your guard down and that's when they gon' try I cannot forget nobody else, I wish pain on my enemies You see there's a real nigga in your corner, why would your ass abuse it Just got back from ATL, chillin' with Beef and Julian I told Robin if she gon' toss it, then why she ain't toss it in my face Ayy, Ruger on my waist, ayy, I'ma play it safe Ayy, itty, bitty, titty, mitty, kitty, water tank Enough is enough, y'all killin' me, only can see SD in my memory Almost lost KB, put the fear in me, gotta check on Deon out in Tennessee Wish my sister would heal before you move on, that's true pain when the chance gone Told my pops I'ma get it, no record, get it, boi, I can hear it from heaven Two AM, I'm up grindin' with Bevins, I would never acknowledge my fears I do what I can for the villains, I do what I can for all my siblings Do what I can for the business, I do what I can for the minions Man, these demons talkin' strong, I hear messages through the songs I was in love for so long, now me and my ex don't even speak Why you use him like a pawn, and I blame everything on this grief My pops had to leave it all on the mat, I gotta leave it all on my knee Tell me why I gotta feel all this pain Didn't he go to trial, didn't he find God Why I gotta watch him lay in that grave Why I gotta find the strength to be strong all the time Why they smilin' in my face like I don't know they lyin Why they actin' loyal, know that pressure compromisin They waitin' till your guard down and that's when they gon' try it I cannot forgive nobody else, I wish pain on my enemies I wish pain on my enemies