Koinophobia

My temperament can fill the sky Oh god oh why Oh why I can't get a pass to slide on by I second guess my decision every waking moment I am my worst opponent I'm lost within the moment Would you catch me if I fell or turn tail With no prevail These secret scars tell a different tale These thoughts circulating might just be the death of me Reaching out to a world with all of it's complexities No bare necessities can bare the heart I have to give Put my soul into every word I swear I did I do These monsters coming out the closet nonchalantly Haunting always taunting forever fawning So ever calmly Do I give it up before I even level up Music gives me such a rush I can't get enough I try to stay the course Live without remorse Subdued by self consciousness I can't take it anymore Do you play the hand that's dealt Or do you fold Scared of the unknown who are you when alone Can't be afraid to be yourself speak on up Life is too short for you to be a runner up Do you play the hand that's dealt Or do you fold Scared of the unknown who are you when alone Can't be afraid to be yourself speak on up Life is too short for you to be a runner up Greed taking over I want all of the success Anything less is inadequate you haven't see my best I'm reaching for the stars Lets see how far I fall Bleeding through it all Seen enough it's got me screaming for us all How far down this hole do I gotta go before I see the light Patience is a virtue my obligations to win this fight God bless me with the sense of sight I'm ignorant to the ways of higher praise In any day I might lose my mind Am I built for this Can I truly handle what's to come Dreams Only get shattered where I'm from Some would sell their soul just to make a hit turn gold Draped in diamonds and gold but their spirit isn't their own And yet I'm overlooked Unappreciated Degraded some would say that I'm faded While they fake it till they make it Enemies be jaded they're an object of the matrix Cancer that needs replacement Can't sit and be complacent Do you play the hand that's dealt Or do you fold Scared of the unknown who are you when alone Can't be afraid to be yourself speak on up Life is too short for you to be a runner up Do you play the hand that's dealt Or do you fold Scared of the unknown who are you when alone Can't be afraid to be yourself speak on up Life is too short for you to be a runner up