Black Magic

I think it's fair for me to say I'm a bit grumpy Cause looking back it's hard to not wonder Was I under a spell the whole time Or was it true love at one time If I had to bet on it I bet you loved me but hated me right I know you hate me cause you loved me You say you faked it when you'd cum But I don't give a f*ck I nutted when I wanted Made you lick it off my thumb and your arm Like the bum that you are Now I'm on my way to becoming a star I was before but now I'm farther I'm so glad you ain't make me a father Thanking god they put me in that cop car Before I offed you You just offer longer suffering And wondering Whether or not I'm a fucking Insane lunatic Stretched my brain noodle thin Stressed the days'll do to me The same thing they all do to him Do him in Wasn't due But strange ways can weigh Who can say Which ones are stranger Days ached on the papers To fake praise From some Jake strangers That's my thank you Man I'd rather have haters I think I hate that I loved you I knew I couldn't trust you Burdened me too long Turned love and lust For you into dust And hoping that your tortured Mutilated beaten down and ordered By the deities you worship To slaughter yourself Suicidal ooh I hope you are And cutting every inch Of skin your body harbors Hide it with your sleeves And believe That you're going farther Than stuck living harder Than you ever had too with me Why you treat me so awful like garbage Using up the next bag already You dirty and slutting Your way through life And seem unbothered Maybe cause you father Left you at a young age And you abused your freedom Getting off with neighbors Who are way older and smarter But pretending like they raped you bitch You're the one that called him over Hopped out the window you offered And probably played with his balls Like Spalding Swallowed it up and left the yard You lying just trying to frame a man as monster When the realest know that you play the part You're evil not smart Bitch Who are you kidding tryna f*ck With these little cyanide poppers Don't hide behind choppers Don't mean we don't got em It means we're living what we talk Unlike any other smut talking honky little bitch Who gets picked up and he's the first talking Behind the fence he's the loudest barking When I get in his face he's apologizing I kid of course cause If I got in his face On no good graces I bet he'd wish the cage Was all he got To give our information I'm a sick patient I'll put his thoughts on vacation Where's he going Heaven knows This is his liberation On my deliberation No incarceration But I'll be praying The lord don't hold me for slaying him Or for all the planning did I hope I get to live to repent All my past aggressions I hope the powers that give the gifts Don't hate me in heaven I feel in my heart and my soul and my head That they did best to let us choose direction And love us all with no question Why am I even on this When I'm really off this I'm getting tired of wasting time And making lines About you honest Why waste my breath At least it's never Stopping unless Cardiac arrest Do me in from stressing The shit you did And keeping it with me I know what I said And I know that you miss me But please stop with fake accounts And tryna hit me up you slut I wanna f*ck you up That don't make me hard It means that I'm broken When morals get to fading And my mind is left wide open I don't give a f*ck