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Think back to my best Living with what's left Get it off my chest You the respite in my desperate relents I couldn't pick a spot to rest Without living off the rest Especially where I laid my head Blame it all on depression I guess Think I had made you aggressive Thinking you're safe in my bed I'm shrinking the grace that you give And changing the pace I commit You're willing to stay but it's iffy Especially the committee is in your ear You weren't seeing me clear Now you're just not with me Thinking I'm not an ally When love was my alibi If I can love you, shall I? Or will we just go and rip it Seeing our reflection in the shallow Got distorted by the ripples I miss sucking on your nipples I wish I received the signals And did what I needed to do Before you up and dipped Still thinking I'll see you in a few What's needed then I'll get you Wasn't seeing it from my view But I'm kind of a dick I'm kind of addicted To poking and prodding Guess my mind sadistic If I die and you miss it I hope you miss me But I don't hope it slopes your statistic I mean let's be realistic You probably won't give a shit I'll probably die high Tryna stick my dick in a chick You'll probably see why And say that's the way that he is Or was Forgive me the buzz I'm drinking them buds and hitting the bud I needed some love But just from myself I needed the help To see for my health What's deep in my shelf Deleting myself Bring me into hell I need another L