TBT (Throwback Trill)

Get this, I wrote this when I was like, 15? 16? Just a little self reminder that I came a long way And I've gotten through every obstacle in my way, I'm not stopping now Listen I had love for that girl, she used to be my whole world Don't know what happened now she ain't even my homegirl I knew her since 6th grade Saw her yesterday Said hey She don't even remember my name Kinda felt bad and had a flashback from back then Back to middle school, back to when she was my girlfriend Thought her best features were her eyes and her smile Wasn't a creep but she caught me starin' at her for a while She'd be like, Pauly what you starin' at boo? I'd be like nah I'm just looking, and thinkin' ‘bout you She was missin' pieces to the puzzle It wasn't a question why, we were perfect in my eyes I was mesmerized When in love you'll feel it Even if you just reached it Without a doubt you'll feel like a real right achiever Beautiful no filter When we broke up I missed her Kept it real with me always, and she kinda funny She never complained never asked me for money Got her somethin' and heard aww, you ain't have to do this honey Now I'm not tryna get back with you ‘Cause I finally realized you and I not compatible I used to ask my bros was I a BooBoo? She missin' out on who did her right, she was the fool Love can be twisted, choose wisely who you be with You might become an animal, and you won't even see it I'm on my fresh in the building shit I go 0 to 100, P-Trilly shit Please don't be truly fake but actin' real and shit Or I'll show you how dangerous a real n***a get Ain't much n***s I'm callin' bros dude ‘Cause you never know if they plottin' to turn on you Your money time and heart, girls to breakthrough Until I see any different I'm just speakin' the truth Or rather I'm speakin' my experience Made you fell in love with ‘em got you feelin' delirious Dub you for another n***a, leavin' you furious Now a nigga stuck tryna figure out how to deal with it Here's one: stack your money This music shit, ain't no joke, nowhere near funny My name P-Trill, youngin' brighter than a Huxtable Never try to challenge me I'll turn you to a lunchable To be honest I was in a car accident I was layed on the floor thinkin' my life would end I thought damn I need to see my family face again Haters mad cause we back, gettin' it in Waterbend the way I flow right now They be on me, and they ain't even known, like wow Ain't the end for me I'm in the zone right now If there's levels, I'm a Pharaoh and they low right now This youngin' get to paper more than old heads, they hate it I learned from my folks stay positive, be shameless Sometimes I doubt my success I asked will I make it Wanna be one of the best, spot's open till I take it Ever since I was a little kid Every single dream I had, I kept it big Somehow negativity, found its way around Focused on ascendin' ain't gonna get brought down At times I might think, looking back on my life Reminiscin' the choices I made that's wrong or right Friends close enemies close I hold my family tight I'm workin' hard to make sure my folks, have a good night Never forgot where I'm from, a n***a harder than rocks Started from the bottom, now I'm way up on top I wake up, and stay up, and lay up and get guap Any fakes acting real, I'ma need all y'all to stop I'm startin' to feel like music fuelin' my emotion Never let my money change me, that's my motto that's the notion Only way to get a drop on me, is if you low blow Now my heart, is colder than a froyo Used to have major dreams, like Martin Luther King To be a baller, artist, cartoonist or police I was taught to treat others how they should treat me Now I'm puttin' my all into these songs, under 18 Me and TK keep it a trill, we all hold it down I'ma list all my haters then I cross ‘em out My handle makin' n****s dance, like Bobby Brown I'm a ref, you get unruly you go outta bounds N****a take candy from babies ‘cause n****s lost they hoe Shit oh well, that ain't none of my business though Tokyo Kings should be, placed in the Guiness We young n****s on our grind, workin' hard tryna get it Got my hoodie on Artist, I hope y'all feelin' me Number 1 for top 2, 5 stars instead of 3 Feelin' like God blessed me I ain't even gotta sneeze Don't ever be afraid to say what's on your mind, speak Like I said in the beginnin', I wrote that when I was like 15-16 Now that that's over, we can get back to business