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Because I, I keep on coming back for more Yo It's the cycle of abuse Like a rifle and a noose Sitting idle, hitting snooze Living life of a recluse Wishing I could finally choose Too frightened to make moves Wishing you could view my views Fit your feet inside my shoes Dodging vipers, sabertooths and the like I have to blame myself, not the tooth for the bite I stayed with it through all the feuds and the fights So I shouldn't be surprised she was a slooze for a night I learned the hard way, put myself in harm's way Tried to parlay, but lost it all like Scarface Thoughts building up like weapons in an arms race Had to have them blow to notice that I went the wrong way Radiation stricken brain, Armageddon all day Always heartbreak, no wining like Chardonnay Used to keep it bottled up inside me now I sashay Showing my true colors, I got layers like a parfait It's the whirlpool, I'm in it and my arms ache Charybdis or Scylla, both hard ways, heart race Stuck between a rock and a hard place Mental changing directions like it was made of parquet Everything inside me had me torn, a tug of war I got scorched, that's why I'm unsure why I keep on (Coming back for more) Centrifugal force, my centrifuge has been lost Self-centered in thought, hearts bitten with frost Pendulum in the clock, as it's ticking it talks I'm spinning distraught, caught swimming with sharks Throw the life preserver or a harpoon to my chest Life's not worth preserving marooned till my death It's a spider web and I'm caught in it Authentic locked tenant Acting like my heart's rented Stuck and the widow sneaking on the silk Sees me now she's crawling, cleaning off the filth Coming for me, creeping for the kill Standing still, immobile and I'm done for (Because I, I keep on coming back for more)