Escapist

Anxious maybe time to ghost Oh find me if you meant to Kill a bad habit replace it with another one Workin' in the shadows where the devil runs 12-3, day starts off in the devil's hours Wake dreamin' thinkin' 'bout this dead love of ours Can't trust a soul, I'm talkin' 'bout the set up Four bows he show up no dough Four licks later two and two we up and even the score I wanna pray but I'm a guilty man Hurtin' on the low it got me chilly man Too too too too anxious for them uppers Sad for them downers I'on trust myself around 'em Too too too too anxious for them uppers Sad for them downers I'on trust myself around 'em How Spiritual warfare got me conflicted Pain don't go away live with it Life a bitch toxicity addicted (She ain't livin') She livin' it up narcissistic (It won't go away) Spiritual warfare got me conflicted Pain don't go away live with it Life a bitch toxicity addicted She livin' it up narcissistic Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to oh Oh find me if you meant to I'm an escapist Thanks for this turmoil pain I'ma embrace this for growth Anxious maybe time to ghost Oh find me if you meant to Pain coolin' at the worst time kicks in Got a bad habit and I can't seem to kick it Heart got a price and she really went and spent it Gotta get some salt pour it on the wound and mend it Listen to the Universe and God don't get offended Ain't personal meant to happen don't question Chalk to up to the game of life that we be livin' Life's a bitch traumatized from transgressions Dream when I'm awake don't fit in this place Always mentally vacate and escape Grass never greener but don't matter I chase Better solitary so my haven is safe, ay Spiritual warfare got me conflicted Pain don't go away live with it Life a bitch toxicity addicted (She ain't livin') She livin' it up narcissistic (It won't go away) Spiritual warfare got me conflicted Pain don't go away live with it Life a bitch toxicity addicted She livin' it up narcissistic Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to oh Oh find me if you meant to I'm an escapist Thanks for this turmoil pain I'ma embrace this for growth Anxious maybe time to ghost Oh find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to I'm an escapist Thanks for this turmoil pain I'ma embrace this for growth Anxious maybe time to ghost Oh find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to (I'm an escapist) Find me if you meant to Find me if you meant to (I'm an escapist) Find me if you meant to (I'm an escapist) Find me if you meant to oh