Illusion of Love

I guess happiness is real subjective Everything I did for you proved ineffective Tryna look at this world with a new perspective But you're going through my phone like you're a real detective I guess there's no more communication no more trust And I thought what we had was love it was just lust She wanted me to be more open now she wants closure Took a couple shots to forget what I did sober I wish we could talk things out and not have to fight But love is fifty shades of gray and not just black and white I've gotten used to sleeping all day parties all night I can't remember how it feels under sunlight Had me falling for you like my shoes were tied together All those days you didn't talk to me I still remember You're a diamond all I did was just apply the pressure I thought we would never split like Salt and Pepper Don't want no sweet talk She wonders why I I don't trust nobody Don't want no sweet talk She wonders why I I don't trust nobody Yea You like to run your mouth talk smack Karma like a boomerang that shit comes back Calm and collected Pisces my Zodiac Running circles round my mind never knew you ran track Drop the top off my car we were stuck in traffic Showed you the stars you thought it was so romantic Couldn't take my eyes off you almost crash like Titanic Now we don't talk or see each other it's tragic Every time we have a fight I say that I'm sorry Even when it's your fault I say that I was sorry I just really hate to see you sad melancholy Don't know how to deal with it so I took some molly All this anger bursting out like I hit a vein Bottled up emotions popping like a Champagne I don't even know how deal with the Pain I'm going insane Tryna forget your name... Don't want no sweet talk She wonders why I I don't trust nobody Don't want no sweet talk She wonders why I I don't trust nobody