Lost

I'm such a mess, never enough I'm never okay, sleeping with my suicidal thoughts everyday Thinking about what they gonna say when I'm lost Keeping it to myself its all my fault Gotta fight myself every day Just to feel like shit in my bed I just need to find a way To quiet them thoughts and end this pain A letter I wrote was thrown away I wanna be better its a feeling I wanna gain They keep laughing at me oh man what a mess A clown with a cutout face I walk alone at night watching others enjoy While mine's in sorrow, I feel like a doll Alone in my room, that's what I am Starring at the ceiling thought fly in my head I'm such a mess, never enough I'm never okay, sleeping with my suicidal thoughts everyday Thinking about what they gonna say when I'm lost Keeping it to myself its all my fault Gotta fight myself every day Just to feel like shit in my bed I just need to find a way To quiet them thoughts and end this pain A letter I wrote was thrown away I wanna be better its a feeling I wanna gain