I Tried

Can't stand to sit here in the silence (Uh, Uh) I spent so long tryna hide it (Tryna hide it, Unbelievable) Will someone show me where the light is? (Where's the light?) I tried, I tried so hard to find it (Hahaha, Huh) I wonder if I tried enough Look for a Light, it's tough Cursed with the Midas touch You can't shine like us, bright like a fixture I cast a spell in my Sprite, my elixir Let the light shine on my scars There's a fight inside my heart I'm bouta faint, I can't go far Turn this pain into an art Hope you can feel it, every part Let's be real I'm going hard Tryna Improve get up to par Things you do tear me apart What's the price? I paid a ton When everything is said and done Spin the angle just for fun Spin the dreidel and get "Nun" Don't remember when the last time was I won (I never win, f*ck, please) I only ask to have this one (Just this once) Ran out places I can go now Familiar faces in my hometown But they don't show me love Think I'm just anyone Feel like I had it rough Feel like I try too much (I try, huh) I wonder if I tried enough (Yuh) Look for a Light, it's tough (It's tough) Cursed with the Midas touch You can't shine like us, bright like a fixture (Way too bright) I cast a spell in my Sprite, my elixir Let the light shine on my scars There's a fight inside my heart I'm bouta faint, I can't go far Turn this pain into an art Hope you can feel it, every part Let's be real I'm going hard Tryna Improve get up to par Things you do tear me apart (part) But it's all part of the process (Yeah) Rough start but don't count it as a loss yet (I won't) Every sunrise learned its way from a sunset Every reprise is a chance to give your love back (Give it back) I always feel a spark when it's easy but it's hard, still I'm on my guard but I gotta keep my heart real Lost the sound, hear the echo but it's far still Spinning 'round through my message like a cartwheel (What, yeah let's go) I wonder if I tried enough (Tried enough) Look for a Light, it's tough Cursed with the Midas touch You can't shine like us, bright like a fixture (Way too bright) I cast a spell in my Sprite, my elixir Let the light shine on my scars (Light on my scars) There's a fight inside my heart I'm bouta faint, I can't go far Turn this pain into an art Hope you can feel it, every part (Feel it in my heart) Let's be real I'm going hard Tryna Improve get up to par Things you do tear me apart