The Fallen Soul

This darkness inside Takes over my chest that hurts so much And don't let me breathe My heart hurts so much And my soul wanna die I'm not good enough I'm not good enough The sorrow of my life is that I don't want to cry Before I died I forgot my smile Where no one will find A second chance to repeat what you've done wrong Even the priest where I go had scared about my soul Even God wants me to go Makes me laugh How I try to smile And my heart just don't want to fall Over the bathtub where I cut my stomach The fallen soul Forgotten soul Dreaming on my own A waste of breath that wanna scream about his thoughts A life full of gloom, my veins cut by truth "Kid, don't cry for too much long You'll be punished if don't stop" "Kid, don't cry for too much long You'll be punished if don't stop" "Kid, don't cry for too much long You'll be punished if don't stop" "Kid, don't cry for too much long You'll be punished if don't stop" "Kid, don't cry for too much long You'll be punished if don't stop" I remember when I was ok I just want to come back to those days I don't remember when I was a child I tried to remind it and my trauma comes back Comes back alive, when I thought that I killed a moment that made Me believe that the life is not good, that I don't wanna to live, that Nobody cares if my soul is in pain and indeed the grief taught me How was the truth about life that everything has no meaning and it's No worth to try