Where's home?

I can walk a thousand miles and ill never make it home I'm socially impotent, don't know why I have a phone Nobody on my side, It's just me i'm on my own I wonder if there's a universe where I am not alone Staying up late, yeah Drowning in my thoughts I'm putting on a mask to be someone that I'm not I wanna fit in but the effort is a lot Why cant I be someone that somebody would want Tryna be the same but everyone is different Three years ago I was sweet, I was innocent Every time I change everyone else is indifferent I wanna be accepted I wanna make a difference I'm walking miles in this world all on my own Socially impotent, but soon i'll find my home Though it's just me, I won't always be alone In a parallel universe a place I can call my own Staying up late, and i'm lost in these thoughts Wearing a mask, but it's not who I've sought I want to belong the journey may be fraught I'll make a difference, no matter what's been brought Just another fight that must be fought Imprisoned in my head and i'm gone in my thoughts I control myself, yeah. I should call the shots I wanna find my home but I'm just lost In my complicated life, I'll find my way Through the darkest nights, I'll see the day Though I stumble, and I've lost my say I'll rewrite my story, so come what may In the echoes of my doubts, I'll find my voice I'll make a stand, it's my conscious choice Through the storm, I'll steer my own course In the symphony of life, I'll find my own chords I can walk a thousand miles and ill never make it home I'm socially impotent, don't know why I have a phone Nobody on my side, It's just me i'm on my own I wonder if there's a universe where I am not alone Staying up late, yeah Drowning in my thoughts I'm putting on a mask to be someone that I'm not I wanna fit in but the effort is a lot Why cant I be someone that somebody would want Tryna be the same but everyone is different Three years ago I was sweet, I was innocent Every time I change everyone else is indifferent I wanna be accepted Yeah, I wanna make a difference