Pulse

A struggle to stare with glassy eyes My mind is numb from pain The rain pounds fiercely upon my glass A smile I try to feign Deep down inside it starts again That feeling so new, yet trite The pit of my stomach is tied in knots The tears to blue my sight A wave of shock, a realization Of what has happened to me My aching heart, though torn apart Is the only thing that sees Memories surface of better days Yet, only of those with her Yes, once again the pain is back And I wonder just what we were