Anniversary

All those things that you want me to do I hope you know I want to do them too But I just can't Overcome the feeling that I'm wasting something Another year and I still got no money And I know you'll put it aside And I know someday this shit will be behind us You'll move on and then you'll find somebody else And I'll be stunted and alone And if we're holding out for something better All that I can do is maybe let it go I'll just it go I won't believe it when I know And I know we never planned to go Too long after the fun was over All our expectations were for show Because experiences come and go but No one wants to be alone forever No one will ever fill the hole And time is never gonna slow I'll be just another memory informing your brain chemistry If someone doesn't sit me down and talk some sense into me That's just something to think about on your one year anniversary