Judas (feat. Caitlyn Desiree)

Is it me or is it them Feeling kind of numb again Demons rise They're in my head Was it love Or just pretend Promises you never kept Lies you told And I'd believe All the tricks Right up your sleeve I fell for it You had me good Here I am helplessly Hopelessly, misunderstood What's a home What is love Don't need me You just need drugs Thought you might've been the one Foolish now Go get the gun That trigger finger Wrapped in love Buried now I slip on gloves 6 feet under lays my heart Should've known it from the start Bought you rings and gave you time Were you ever really mine All my trust I put in you Would've laid my life down too Does it come easy for you To cheat on me and spin the truth Here I am helplessly Hopelessly, misunderstood What's a home What is love Don't need me You just need drugs Thought you might've been the one Foolish now Go get the gun That trigger finger Wrapped in love Buried now I slip on gloves Will I ever be enough to save you Is the high still worth the pain Your heart it bleeds too Your eyes shined so bright A diamond grey blue Now they're faded like your mind Such a tearful view Was I stupid was I blind Just naive inside your eyes Was I just another mark Did I dream up that first spark Judas was indeed my queen The blood I taste is so serene She's laughing now at my grief Broken down mentally Here I am lost at sea Guess she wasn't meant for me Drowning now refuse to sink Endlessly my mind it thinks Demons won't win this time Any mountain I can climb Refuse to let you break me now Curtain call I take a bow Is it me or is it them Feeling kind of numb again Demons rise They're in my head Was it love Is it me or is it them Feeling kind of numb again Feeling kind of numb again Demons rise They're in my head Was it love