Thank You For The Trauma (feat. Caitlyn Desiree)

Give loved ones their roses While they're alive What's the use in feelings To shove them way down inside She Could be The one I've been searching for Been locked in this hallway for so long She just gave me the key to the door I'm not turnin back though I might want to Call up her phone and ask her to come through Thank you for the trauma Need it for my art Thank you for the trauma Need it for my art Heart is feeling love Trauma says to run Trapped down deep inside The dark of my mind Stumbling and falling Just wishing for one day That easy be something I know But darkness refuses She says it's not time She just won't let me go Thank you for the trauma Need it for my art Thank you for the trauma Need it for my art Heart is feeling love Trauma says to run Close my eyes and I try to Lay down for sleep My body she begs me She needs it I can't help This endless anxiety Drowning needed saving Lost in my head Even therapists ghost me Why am I takin these meds They make me feel like a zombie Now my magic is lost Should I even go on It comes at such a cost When art is the only Healing that takes away dread Not okay in the head But still won't lose hope The sun can shine again Thank you for the trauma Need it for my art Thank you for the trauma Need it for my art Heart is feeling love Still won't lose hope The sun can shine again Still won't lose hope The sun can shine again Still won't lose hope The sun can shine again Heart is feeling love