S.Y.F

You know it was gone be me and your forever I never ever felt, so lost in your arms I feel at home with you But you didn't feel this way before It was all a lie it was a ploy At long last I thought I found love I found trust all in you But all you do is lie to me You keep playing with me with all these mental games Never will ever let you have a piece of me It's done for good Oh, uh uh uh oh! Remembering the time like its yesterday Like the news on the front page Had me for a fool right on center stage Checked ya bluff like a chess game Feel like I wasted everything ignoring the signs You was tryna take advantage of what was mine Thought you had my back when we started as friends Don't know how to feel when I saw your DM Back and forth with others Told me never ever worry that they only brothers Swear you had me for a second but then I remembered I was the one you played baby for some attention baby how could I forget that You went from being my everything babe and more To Disrespecting me then get kicked to the door You never will get my heart back again Don't know if we even be cool as friends Just let go of shawty She ain't deserve you don't worry there is others for me I can't wait to find the girl of my dreams make me say LA La la la la la la la la la la From people that didn't care Who couldn't give you my love But somehow stayed in your ear You always put them above But that was dead and over baby Couldn't let you get my soul down twice lady I just need to let go Find my space I don't wanna see your face You had your chance you know had your shot But now its gone all blown away You make my heart feel like It ripped apart with two knives But when it comes to feelings you like "What about mine?" You Never cared about my heart Only call me when it Get dark and lonely On one hand relationships in bed like holy matrimony Other conversations feel like I'm requests for alimony (drowning on me) I can't sink I'm always swimming out up on it Butterfly the stroke while dodging parenthood that's planned all on me I don't want to think about a future that has you upon it Far as I'm concerned you dead to me and that's the end of all that. From people that didn't care Who couldn't give you my love But somehow stayed in your ear You always put them above But that was dead and over baby Couldn't let you get my soul down twice lady I just need to let go Find my space I don't wanna see your face Thought it was love til it was lost, now I can't trust not a soul now I waited time after time yet again, still disappointment that goes down Lead me into the dust, thought me and you were ten toes down Was I love or I lust?