COPE

Going insane, The thoughts inside my head Wake up and you're not even there, might get Slower while I'm gasping for air, fight it How I wish you could've stayed Trynna scrape it all away, Your memory still hunts me when I lie awake and Since You've been gone Is hard for me to gain control, and lately pain is all I know Since You've been gone I don't feel like myself no more, so lost my cup will overflow I'm trying to cope But then I get lost, in a dark place I roam It's been too long; Can I find my way home? I told you I'd pay the cost of all the damage I caused And now I'm slowly seeking the meaning of all the pain I felt I hope the tweaking, misleading, the cards were never dealt Dealer can't control her, now its over, shit keeps getting cold, October Falling out in danger like the leafs today, we see each other Now I see a stranger, I can't look away, so, do I still love her? Your memory still hunts me when I lie awake and Since You've been gone Is hard for me to gain control, and lately pain is all I know Since You've been gone I don't feel like myself no more, so lost my cup will overflow I'm trying to cope But then I get lost, in a dark place I roam It's been too long; Can I find my way home? I told you I'd pay the cost of all the damage I caused