Hard on me

Being a dreamer is harder than Being a player whose gon win Every time he kick up I've been through a lot an still Haven't pushed but it's fine if part Of a come up I can't bare this pain on me, I'm Nobody's favourite how can I Cease this demon Got lack of a friend zone I do Stressing myself I'm so alone Why am I supposed to be hard on Myself Why am always thinking that I'm Bad Am I the weakest human in this Realm The universe is so against my self Why am I supposed to be hard on Myself Why am always thinking that I'm Bad Am I the weakest human in this Realm The universe is so against my self I'm All alone I'm by myself , got No one i got myself the world so Cruel Ooh This sounds like a bad , I'm Feeling so useless reckless Things gon change things Getting worse I'm Alone talking to the walls A lot is going on I'm losing Myself I'm losing soul I'm crying on these songs I'm Chasing The dreams Iam a dreamer Born in the streets a believer Taking shots my reliever I'm alone I'm talking to myself The world so bad for myself I can't choose between my body And soul this sounds like burden I got no one to talk to who got Me I need somebody I'm Weighing my soul a lot going on Why am I supposed to be hard on Myself Why am always thinking that I'm Bad Am I the weakest human in this Realm The universe is so against my self Why am I supposed to be hard on Myself Why am always thinking that I'm Bad Am I the weakest human in this Realm The universe is so against my self