Rain Man

Rain rain go away I don't wanna deal with this pain today I feel like the devil trynna test my faith This might b the last thing that u hear me say I'm in feelings nd I know wut I'm sayin not to appealing Trynna keep a smile on my face when I kno I'm needed the healings Smoking everyday to numb the thoughts inside brain I wish I never had to feel this pain Why he take my daddy from me Why I'm always in my feelings Why I'm always smoking trees That's just the way my story written I'm just multiplying beats I be lookin pass da vision Wish it dream it do it seen it on my wall nd now I live it My daughter growing up without her father Every second of the day our lives growing farther Apart from each other nd no one sees how it bothers Me nd her so now I gotta figure out how imma call her I'm always stressing bout wut imma do nd how to do it My kids look to me to be they hero I gotta prove it Kuz I ain't no Superman I think they forget that im human My lady say she love me but everyday she be accusing My emotions matter too nobody seems to see that I'm hiding my depression from my family hope u hear that Suprised that i ain't drinking my life away Or brought the beast back Kuz everyday I'm lookin out window wanting the sun to come back Rain rain go away I don't wanna deal with this pain today I feel like the devil trynna test my faith This might b the last thing that u hear me say I'm in feelings nd I know wut I'm sayin not to appealing Trynna keep a smile on my face when I kno I'm needed the healings Smoking everyday to numb the thoughts inside brain I wish I never had to feel this pain Rain rain go away I don't wanna deal with this pain today I feel like the devil trynna test my faith This might b the last thing that u hear me say I'm in feelings nd I know wut I'm sayin not to appealing Trynna keep a smile on my face when I kno I'm needed the healings Smoking everyday to numb the thoughts inside brain I wish I never had to feel this pain