Is this hell ?

Fucking piece of shit Use the middle finger 'cause life is a bitch! (Yeah!) Use the middle finger 'cause life is a bitch! (Go!) A mother fucker Chilean in BA Wearing a gross body And using a damaged brain How many bitches in this shit? Which one I'm gonna get home? They all rejected me So nope, well I'm done In deed, I'm a man in need, acting like a freak Never neat, broke as f*ck, some days I don't eat But I'm still fucking fat, now I'm getting tits I'm thirty-three and every girl that I date Comes with fucking kids I overdose then I close my eyes Is this hell? (It is like a paradise) I overdose then I close my eyes Is is hell? (It looks like a paradise) Is this the hell? (I-just-play-terror) Is this the hell? (Play-terror) Is this the hell? (Play-play) Is this the hell? (Play-terror) (Yo! yeah!) Sometimes I'm in a group just seated Saying few things but nobody seems to hear it Even if they really did it I just don't fit in But someone brought me here Just for fucking pity And then their voices turn into noises People enjoy this I stay ain't no choices Someone please make them stop Or I'll grab a knife and stab them One by one and cut their throats out I'm gonna rob all they got Did you wanna a tequila? Here's a shot, here I spent a lot! But I only can afford a fucking fat slut I've lost my bottle of pills I'm getting nuts! She got a boob-job like my cousin did it I'll stab her freaking chest I love exploiting tits You lack a brain so You just get attention looking pretty F*ck off! (If you're stupid just deal with it) Yo! listen up! check your privilege Don't compare ourselves I'm a living shit Bitch, you won't be smarter than me Even when I'm crazy, let's face it (You are so fucking basic) I overdose then I close my eyes Is this hell? (It is like a paradise) I overdose then I close my eyes Is is hell? (It looks like a paradise) Is this the hell? (Oh-oh-oh) Is this the hell? (Play-terror) Is this the hell? (Oh-oh-oh-ow!) Is this the hell? (Play-terror) With a shitty facial expression Listen to conversations Causing tension They stopped my intervention They say sadness is my obsession How the f*ck I'm gonna smile Dealing with major depression! I'm gonna smile when I get my double S R I Look into my eyes don't you see a brain frying? I never! f*ck the same girl twice 'Cause they realize That my dick ain't cums shoot It ignites Alcohol makes me look nice But they be like "Oh my god I should listen to my friend's advice" We're all fucked up, stop fucking lying Don't send an L O L while you're fucking crying I overdose then I close my eyes Is this hell? (It is like a paradise) I overdose then I close my eyes Is is hell? (It looks like a paradise) Is this the hell? (I-just-play-terror) Is this the hell? (Play-terror) Is this the hell? (Play-play) Is this the hell? (Play-terror)