dead-alive (borderline)

So dead, but so alive Does that make me borderline? On the edge, all of the time On the edge, all of the time So fresh, but so deprived I'm the furthest from what's ripe On the ledge of wrong and right On the ledge of wrong and right Hang tight For the dive For life For the climb Good night's Goodbye I might not Open my eyes Hang tight For the dive For life For the climb Good night's Goodbye I might not Open my eyes So dead, but so alive Does that make me borderline? On the edge, all of the time On the edge, all of the time So fresh, but so deprived I'm the furthest from what's ripe On the ledge of wrong and right On the ledge of wrong and right What's this funny feeling That's tickling my tummy Closing in the ceiling 'Cause it's not always sunny Do everything for money Chewin', I'm still too hungry Toothless in this damned country I'm on methamphetamunchies