Waiting my whole life

I was lost Now, I'm feeling up I'm the plug Baby, I'm the plug (You don't love me) (Yeah) Sometimes, I go numb Twiddling my thumbs Why are they so dum They don't know real fun Just a bunch of bums Beat them like a drum Unloading my gun 'Til my work is done Always used to shun So I leave them stunned Make their head get spun Deathly like a hun Guess I'm on the hunt Smoke 'em like a blunt This is not a stunt They can't break my front Why the f*ck you think I'm lonely I've been riding with the homies Why you actin like you know me When you only know the old me Bitch, I am the one and only Bitch, I am the one who's holy All these fuckboys be some phonies Pussy boy, please listen closely This was only the beginning I've been smiling; I've been grinning Life's a joke; why can't you see Why the f*ck aren't you laughing Always hate And then go hide Always fake F*ck all the lies What is love If it's disguised Taking drugs Just to get by But I'm alright This is my time So go and whine And watch me grind Why the f*ck you think I'm lonely I've been riding with the homies Why you actin like you know me When you only know the old me Bitch, I am the one and only Bitch, I am the one who's holy All these fuckboys be some phonies Pussy boy, please listen closely (Oh, no) (Ah) (You don't know)