Feel Sum

I used to wonder why my life so rough But it made me realize that all life goes numb Used to never wanna die, now that times on up I been poppin' Philly p’s just so I can feel sum, okay I used to wonder why my life so rough But it made me realize that all life goes numb Used to never wanna die, now that times on up I been poppin' Philly p’s just so I can feel sum A thousand miles away it won’t ever be the same I done took a bigger risk wit my fist full of pain I been drownin' out my thoughts I ain’t tryina’ stay awake (This shit is all I got left, all I all I got) This shit is all I got left and I’m tryina' stay sane Hope I don’t take my last breath and that shit be in vain My life is nothin' but a game but somehow I’m the one to blame I was just thirteen wit all the shit I’ve seen (I was just thirteen, I was just thirteen) Smokin’ medicate relax till I can’t keep the beat (Smokin' medicate, smokin' medicate) Shit I be weighing out my life like it’s on a triple beam (Like its on a triple beam, like its on a triple beam) I done seen it through my eyes, saw my life through the dream, I done finally realized how its really gotta be I used to wonder why my life so rough But it made me realize that all life goes numb Used to never wanna die, now that times on up I been poppin' Philly p’s just so I can feel sum, okay I used to wonder why my life so rough But it made me realize that all life goes numb Used to never wanna die, now that times on up I been poppin' Philly p’s just so I can feel sum, okay I used to wonder why my life so rough But it made me realize that all life goes numb Used to never wanna die, now that times on up I been poppin' Philly p’s just so I can feel sum, okay Pop one, pop two, pop three, another one Lost me, lost you, lost a lotta other ones Yea I’m all I got left never feelin’ good And the love I got left yea it’s gone for good Yea my time is almost up I could feel myself slipping away, away, away Shit I got nothin left to give and imma take it all right to my grave, my grave, my grave