the aftermath (icu)

I'm happy cause the sirens ring And my heart can't sing I needed amphetamines Took me to the smallest bed in the whole room Living in ICU but you couldn't see My heart is not a hospital For damaged souls I thought it was obvious I've been led to believe You were a part of me Our neon lights aren't so glorious If ecstasy means flying I'd rather be soaring than lying down My body's been trying Keeping up with x-rays til I'm found Chemically bonded To the idea of finding love But this time you saw right through my bones You're like a drug to me I'm glad I'm finding my way out Of the numbing drought That left me distorted I haven't touched a fork in days I'm starving babe I try to ignore it They say I'm too far gone That I'm just not strong enough for society And I've tried therapy, still gets hard to breathe Medical emergencies I see you but you don't I see you but you won't help me If ecstasy means flying I'd rather be soaring than lying down My body's been trying Keeping up with x-rays til I'm found Chemically bonded To the idea of finding love But this time you saw right through my bones You're like a drug to me