Apocalypse (Outro) (feat. Sora999)

Every night I'm trying to sleep I'm trying to ask the question Why I always end alone I don't know where the f*ck I'm going I don't feel anything But I always end up crying I can't find the right moment The wounds in my heart are open The pain in me is so exhausting I can't let it go I miss you so much and I can't move on You never walk by my side From the look in your eyes you're making me blind I need a fucking sign To end this fucking life Ey, you never were there for me I hope you end buried six feet deep I can't eat, I can't sleep I can't numb this pain you leave inside of me Do you think of me while you're fucking him? I hope you choke on the words I was lead to believe I was a puppet on your strings I want to cut you off I need to fucking rest in peace Trauma in my jeans, yeah, they're ripped like my heart Who could ever say that our love would tear apart My heart locked in a cage like a car just push to start Never push the brakes please leave me here to rot Got too many bitches liking on my stories Only want one main, yeah, but she don't love me When she gives me attention I still feel very lonely I only have one wish, yeah, I want you to hold me Hold me like we'll never end Hold me like you're my best friend I want this love forever I don't wanna feel sad again But you'll always prefer him Even though I have more drip He can get you Nikes I can get you Ricks I can get you flowers even show you tricks I can make you happy, happier than you'll ever be I can't say I love you cause there's too much inside of me Just give me one chance, yeah, I just need one kiss (I just need one kiss, yeah, I just need one kiss, yeah, I just need one kiss, yeah, I just need one kiss, yeah, I just need one kiss, yeah, I just need one kiss, yeah, I just need one kiss, yeah, I just need one kiss, yeah) Every night I'm trying to sleep I'm trying to ask the question Why I always end alone I don't know where the f*ck I'm going I don't feel anything But I always end up crying I can't find the right moment The wounds in my heart are open The pain in me is so exhausting I can't let it go I miss you so much and I can't move on You never walk by my side From the look in your eyes you're making me blind I need a fucking sign To end this fucking life