My Own Hell

This pain never ends I'm gonna blow my brain I can't take no more meds they're fucking up my health Doesn't matter what I do I end up sad again If it doesn't get better its gonna lead to my death Locked up in my room I roll a thousand blunts I can't trust nobody this city is full of cunts Can't get out of this depression I've been like this for months Get me out this spiral I'm gonna slit my guts I'm living in my own hell satan's gonna visit She don't care about me she just wants to kill me Bitch I'm dripped in my ricks she wants them and my spirit Can't get out my head I live in a prision Running down town On them pills With the draco with me I'm gonna end you like a bitch And then im fucking leaving You're a disgusting little bitch And I'm about to kill you Don't need to pray for me I'm already missing In on them pills On them drugs Ye I'm a ghost Snorting lines Smoking blunts Can't doze I can't numb this pain I'm going to blow my brain But my aim ain't the best I'm a fucking mess I want to die alone Everyone arround me feel so fucking false I can't even trust myself And I don't care I need a fucking rest I can't stop thinking My own friends don't visit me I need a fucking chance To stop this fucking pain But nothing works I'm living in my own hell