Too Be Honest

I've been thinking out loud, stayin' busy in the space And I know I did my wrongs, but never shitted where I lay I'm tryna gloat about the past, I'm outta here if the feeling right Tryna put the shit behind me, sleeping on the side of night I'm tossin', tossin', tossin', turnin' in my sleep, wishin' that it was a dream And I know that I ain't perfect, poppin' boot like I'm a fiend I'm feelin' cuz it hurt, I guess the favor you would turn I wanna throw away my feelings, get on, burn, delete, or hurt But I commend you on your moves, you see, you ready to dig I just wanna take some time to heal, I grabbed the gun so I could blot it Movin' sneaky with suspicion, playin' victim when it's winter Now I gotta take some notes so in the future try to listen That's me, I'm that guy, I'm him, I'm that guy, I'm him Solid beat, rappin' solid beat Pay attention, I don't like the way you move Nah, for real, from all this goofy shit you doin You here to stay or are you leavin'? Which one you choose No, you don't deserve no real love, cuz you abuse it I really hate wasting my time, cuz that shit's too precious I had to charge it to the gang I smoke a J's back to back, I'm havin' hella sessions You should really be ashamed of the way you treat your blessing I'm too focused, don't know money, got no time for love That shit addictive like a drug, I guess I'm the plug This the way that shit is now, f*ck how I was And I know that if I drown, you gon' help me out And I know that if I drown, you gon' help me out And I know that if I drown, you gon' help me out