Depression // be alright

I took my antidepressant for the first time I felt right Doctor prescribed he said this drug may save your life No need to scrutinize I freak out when I'm up high in the air cuz all I can think about is suicide I spent my life looking for something that I'll never find Taking drugs for fun versus trauma is something you don't decide You don't But it's gone be all right It's gone be all right This could be all right This could be my life I just wanna sleep Honestly, let me go back to my dream I decide when I took my antidepressants Too scared to recognize me You decide when I took my antidepressants Now I'm in love with my presence Now I can stand my reflection This shit is making me restless How the f*ck do I know? If I got depression? I take my antidepressants I took my antidepressant for the first time I felt right Cuz music on my side It's gone be all right I freak out when I'm up high in the air cuz all I can think about is It's gone be all right We all got fucking mental health issues Took me 19 years to fucking admit that shit but I got a whole lot of them I'm not trying to brag or boast, I'm just as lost as y'all are Shit, we in it together