Laurens Interlude 3

(MOM) Lauren Going to let your emotions control you You're not in a state of mastery Because in that state of mastery that's where god flows Cause god is mastery And it's hard but you I mean you learn it But for some people it's quicker Some people are slower it all depends on the individual But Imma tell you something life is all about you That's what it's about It ain't about your mother It's not About Me For every individual on this earth Life is about Them And people who know that understand they're connection with god They're flow with god And they don't let anything or anybody get in the way of that Imma show you how I get down Show you how I get now When I want to talk about it I really gotta sit down Been a couple years now Looking at my peers now Things I had to let go I'm facing all my fears now Never had a father figure Mother had to teach me I did it by my lonely baby The feeling wasn't easy Always had the women on me Always had em creamy Moral of the story is It really didn't please me I was looking for a better me Looking for a better self Never could be obsolete I really had to know my wealth I'm dancing to the money god For you I gotta show respect Thank you for my other talents I got it tatted on my chest Things will start to manifest Relationship getting closer Closer to my godlike I'm going like it's never over I remember many nights Never really being colder Never could of felt so heartless Never really being sober Not saying that they don't get angry they don't get upset I mean you still have emotions But when you flowing with god You have a mastery over those emotions And Wow Yeah you said it just right because that's I wasn't able to explain it but that's where I'm at Like you know where it's like I'm kinda mastering my emotions Controlling all my feelings Even if I'm feeling Entitled to my pain and that's ok cause you can heal them Wanna get the business right I wanna have some children Focus on your prayers and everything will be a million Get a couple million Double up and kill em gotta play your cards right Even when you gone deal em Pop smoke drill em I'm dope deal em I'm handing out the brand but I never been a dealer I gotta thank my mother for the times I was hungry She would quarterback the team for a win and it was touchy We Were only down 2 but she the goat it was humbling On grind no time big shot she was crunching Born in 88 I was straight up out that tummy Thank you for having me When that nigga didn't want me You could of done you but I'm here and I'm lucky So I'm placing up you if I'm placing up above me North Stop being entitled to already knowing whats mines You get what I'm saying And And that's exactly what it feels like You know just like it's to the point of just like Ok I know what I'm here to do I know what it is I've explained myself I've talked I've said this I've said that Why should I continue to say the same things I know what it is I know whats going on So why not be in the flow of who you are and let god just you know That's right cause god is going to open doors God is going if you... When you step into what you been called to do You can be butt naked butt ass ugly ain't gotta dime in your pocket Out on the corner sleeping on a bench But as soon as you start walking into what god as told you to walk and what you been called to do Them doors will start opening I mean and things Just the Blessi... God doesn't hold anything back from us We hold it back from ourselves with our limited thinking When we start walking by faith and not by sight It's a big difference To walk by faith and not by sight Not to looking what's in front of your eyes But to get outta that lane get into your lane of faith and just keep moving Not saying that it ain't obstacles ain't gone come up because Well I'll get to that...