Nuances Rising

The blue in your eyes is an island I can swim to When I'm drowning The nuances rising The drugs are subsiding I'm lost in your hair And every night I'm with you There's a moment we choose To give in to our lust and claim it The alarm we sleep through And when I'm late I blame you And you show me that you're still in bed The pictures on this phone hold the memories And I won't delete them, yet I wish that I'd cried when you told me I was broken We were broken I held back an ocean My silent devotion To my father's pride 'Cause when I lied and you knew I was shattered into Something endlessly, hopelessly black Though I try to break through I never learned how to lose What's my therapy waiting list at? The pictures on this phone hold the memories And I won't delete them, yet Sometimes I caught you snoring And all your friends are boring You wore way too much makeup I think you won this breakup The blue in your eyes is an island I still cling to 'Cause I'm drowning The nuances rising The drugs are subsiding I'm lost in your hair And every night I'm with you There's a moment we choose To give in to our lust and claim it The alarm I sleep through Because I'm dreaming of you Then I wake up alone in our bed The pictures on this phone hold the memories And I won't delete them, yet