Adrift

I been clenching my jaw till I wake up New day same thoughts I’m afraid of hear the voices saying stuff I’ve done everything wrong I got it two beds now, two homes now two sets of your toys and clothes now i don’t wanna let you go now i’ve not ever felt so psychotic drop you off watch you leave i have lost a piece of me pick you up again next week i am lost adrift at sea turn the lights on in my home house is empty I’m alone pick you up again next week i am lost adrift at sea self help, another fucking podcast gonna solve all my problems at long last yeh ok yeh I tried meditation therapy every week now medication got my spiced rum, got my shot glass got advice from, another podcast It’s pathetic I know, I don’t want it i’ve done everything wrong i got it drop you off watch you leave i have lost a piece of me pick you up again next week i am lost adrift at sea turn the lights on in my home house is empty I’m alone pick you up again next week i am lost adrift at sea all panic no disco i’m fading out like a photograph VSCO i was living in a bubble it was bliss though had it all in my hands where did this go Never thought I’d feel this low I’ve been dead a whole year what a shitshow trying not to think of all the things I miss though it’s kinda hard to resist though you and me together forever kid you’ll see you’re gonna stand on your two feet i’m gonna show you how to do it aint nothin to it excuse me panic attack on a tuesday feelin kinda feelin kinda woozy i gotta drop you back soon hey see you again next week drop you off watch you leave i have lost a piece of me pick you up again next week i am lost adrift at sea turn the lights on in my home house is empty I’m alone pick you up again next week i am lost adrift at sea