I'm Not Happy, I'm Just High

I spent last year trying to find a way to cope When you left you told me not to lose hope But I found myself knee-deep in dope It's the closest thing to love I've found If everything in the world were fine She would be mine And last year's days would be filled with her cheer But she's not here I'm surprised that you picked up the phone Cause every other time you haven't been home I've just been a mess these days I'm sorry you had to see me this way If everything in the world were fine She would be mine And last year's days would be filled with her cheer But she's not here