I Eat Salad For Dinner, pt. 2 (Cal's Mix)

I have a problem with focus retention It's not ADD it's kinda the opposite I thought that no one could control my attention Cause I keep thinking about, well everything really I am seeking for an express fix I am a vagrant wandering your country I sold my sheep and I just got off the first ship Could you give me the directions? I am dumb, give me pain I might be crazy, I might be insane I am dumb, give me more And please don't question my intentions anymore I love my brain, and I love my body That's more than a lot of others I guess but I like my body more when it's bruised And I just want a rest You're the power switch I never found You're the one that turns me off (Wait no not like that) You're the desert wisdom, the simoom I must connect with I am dumb, give me pain I have no obligation to explain I am dumb, give me more To shut me off and to see how much I can endure Don't bother calling me names Unless it's on the list of names I like to be called I don't care what anyone has to say unless that someone is My mom or my friends or really anybody for that matter I am dumb, give me pain I feel so stupid to feel so ashamed Hear me out, just a little time You'd be like me with a mind like mine Once upon a time, I hated what I am now Once upon a time, that was many things I didn't like guys yet, or I guess I just didn't know it yet? God I stressed myself out Once upon a time, I'd be scared to be me Once upon a time, I hated pain I didn't know it would shut off every part of my brain And how comforting it would be I've grown up sorry to disappoint you, me I've grown up but I don't disappoint, so I won't let you see My future's looking bright with you, so dig your nails into me, please And hold me tight, and mark me on the way so I don't lose my keys Again, again, again, again, again, or I'll have to type in the code Again, again, again, again, again, don't make me pull out my phone Again, again, again, again, again, I'm picking leaves for two Again, again, again, again, again, I'm picking leaves with you Again, again, again, again, again, I'm picking leaves for two Again, again, again, again, again, I'm picking leaves with you