Record of Self (11-19-20) [Cal's Mix]

It's hard to keep up with the weeks 'Cause by every new week that comes around I haven't recovered from the last one I'm weak and it's been days since I started repeating that last line And days turn to weeks turn to months, turn to fatigue There's a month in between me and you And I'm just trying, just trying like a sled dog to mush through It's been so long since you've seen me And I'm just trying, just trying to get through everything "Yeah yeah, it's been planned for a while I remember the leaves motif was because of a joke I made to Calvin While I was on lunch a while back God, the time went so fast, it's almost fucking Thanksgiving What happened to October? Or even the last half of this month Jesus man, I can't even remember when I started recording Time doesn't even matter right now I'm just living Maybe that's all that matters, just living life Sick to my stomach and the time of not Just living man that's what I'm doing"