The Reason I'm Alive, Pt. 1

Broke me down Broke me over my whole life Can't ignore So I'm on to the next one And it's hurt so long So who's anyone to get in the way I can't ignore the Tree that speaks inside of my head Did my research Planned my escape I know just how I'll leave There's no stopping 'Cause I'm dropping Everything for the leaves You can judge and you can laugh You can tell me to come back But I've made up my mind to find the reason I'm alive I will give up anything To rest assured there's no more rind Of my alarm to summon me to waste another hour