Your Grave, Father

I ignored the urge to visit you again I get so tied up, I haven't even seen my friends in months The days are getting longer but the time it feels so short I'm wasting the life you lost so young and I'll never get another one I wouldn't change anything but you Oh, please let me change the world And I can't bear to waste my time further But I can't even pick myself up to write this by your grave Father Now your dog is dying it feels like all that I have left And when she's gone will this guitar be all I kept? God I hate you for leaving nothing living but this dog And I'm sorry for hiding all my bullshit where these strings belong I wouldn't change anything but you Oh, please let me change the world And I can't bear to waste my time further But I can't even pick myself up to write this by your grave Father Now your dog is dying she feels like all that I have left And I don't know if I can handle her last breath God I hate you for leaving such a perfect dog You should've been here to see her grow up with your mom You should've been here to see me grow up with your dog You should've been here to see me writing all my songs You should've been here to see me You should've been here to see me You should've been here to see me You should've been here to see me