i would kill myself if it would make you happy

I'm lost, I don't know which path to take Fake smiles I can never catch a break Smoke some weed just to make my conscience wait Cuz I don't wanna think about my fate I don't wanna think about my fate I sold my soul so she could live Wouldn't take it back even though we split Never sober but I always feel like shit Doesn't matter just as long as they're happiest Just as long as they are happiest I don't want to be alone But I can't have you in my phone Cuz love is just a distraction I just want you to have some fun Even if I don't Even if I don't Even if I don't Even if I don't This is not a song this is just a poem To everybody that I'll ever get to know of I'm not a demon I'm just a person with some problems Gave up on myself but with yours I just wanna solve them With yours I just wanna solve them Cuz you deserve to be happy I'll give you all my energy I had my time of clarity I see it all as charity Kill myself and drink my blood Cuz I'm a fucking bastard son Overdose, collapse my lungs So you can go and have your fun Even if I don't Even if I don't Even if I don't Even if I don't Even if I don't Even if I don't Even if I don't Even if I don't Even if I don't