I’M NØT ØKAY, PT. 2

I know, yeah I know That I really should love myself But it’s hard, yeah it’s so hard When love is something that no one shows I know, yeah I know That I really should love myself But it’s hard, yeah it’s so hard When love is something that no one shows How do I articulate emotions that don’t make sense? I try to vent, but honestly I’m just too damn depressed I want so much more in life, but I give up instead of fight Sometimes I wanna lay down and cry Sometimes I wanna slit my wrist with a knife Sometimes I keep this pain buried deep down inside Sometimes I feel like I can barely breathe I got the weight of the world on my shoulders and it’s burdening me Yeah I’m bipolar, I’m depressed I’m not okay but that’s okay I guess I know, yeah I know That I really should love myself But it’s hard, yeah it’s so hard When love is something that no one shows I know, yeah I know That I really should love myself But it’s hard, yeah it’s so hard When love is something that no one shows I’m not okay, but that’s okay I guess Take it day by day I guess I feel so manic I feel like shit When that darkness fills my head with thoughts of worthlessness life can be Hard, yeah it’s so hard When love is something that no one shows