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Don't think I can take it This poison in my veins Starts leaking out Trying hard to fake it No matter what I do I end up feeling just the same Is this a curse? My mind is gonna burst When you walk out of that door Leaving me crying on the floor I don't think I can make it You left my heart in shame I end up feeling dead for a while Standing in the front line Never thought I couldn't be enough You played me for a fool You used me like a tool Keep calling me a letdown Maybe you're just fucked up Wonder why you started giving up I guess it's hard to see Was it really meant to be It was more or less a longshot I can no longer feel it The love you gave me Starts to rot down on the ground I can almost taste it The whole thing's bittersweet Leaning towards toxicity Standing in the front line Never thought I couldn't be enough You played me for a fool You used me like a tool Keep calling me a letdown Maybe you're just fucked up Wonder why you started giving up I guess it's hard to see Was it really meant to be It was more or less a longshot F*ck it Most of the time I feel sorry for my life A hole in my heart Where you'll always lie I just don't understand You never really cared You change your bodies Like you change your clothes