PAIN

I see the pain I stare it in the eyes I cant stand to see my momma cry It just now hit me that my uncle died I made a promise im gon hold it down and for the fam im gon provide Im in the trenches like a 9-5 I was down to my lowest Lost I aint know where I was going No direction lost my focus Going thru hell and had to keep strolling Alot times I was scared but I aint show it Pole on me yea I tote em Marijauna smoke the only way I cope Remember I aint have a dollar I was broke A lot of shit I never told Holes in my shoes and rips in my coat Shit was crucial down 10 Im in the 4th This aint a game this aint no joke I dont have no time for failures or no set backs Like Bron in the clutch with the hesi and the step back You can find me in the same place the check at Get that money on my life and you can bet that I can still feel the pain They always tell you time me heals, but no matter what I feel Aint gon never be the same Supposed always keep keep it real Have my back out in these fields but wasn't there when it rain Niggas saying that they ya dawgs Allot of niggas they be frauds really dont be what they claim Got me traumatized with these scars try me im gon let it off I can still feel the pain Nothing came to me easy had to take the harder away I gotta live with my mistakes I wish I took a smarter way Cops keep pulling me over tryna take it all away Put restraints on my body but cant take my heart my away F*ck the law and all my enemies I get in my feelings when im goin off that Hennessy Thinking bout the day they killed my bro he should've been with me If I ever see them niggas im matching they energy And thats on G God forgive and I dont, really bout that get back If I say that im gon get you then I meant that Cross me once cant give no breaks this aint no kitkat If you f*ck with me ill come me push yo shit back And thats no cap Don't think that I dont peep shit 3rd eye opened wide yea I really see shit Got me still traumatized from what I been through what I seen See the pain all in my eyes every time you look at me I can still feel the pain They always tell you time me heals, but no matter what I feel Aint gon never be the same Supposed always keep keep it real Have my back out in these fields but wasn't there when it rain Niggas saying that they ya dawgs Allot of niggas they be frauds really dont be what they claim Got me traumatized with these scars try me im gon let it off I can still feel the pain