Pig Charm

She asked me "what's keeping you awake tonight?" I said, "wondering how to get you to remove The word platonic from your vocabulary" I know it's embedded deep I can do anything that I want to Except solve the jigsaw that is you And I swear beneath these wounds Is a good heart with good intentions I'm the master of that pig charm That make you sick charm Know me, I'm shot Poetry, the plot Feelings broken Heartless, hopeless You know I wasn't always this way Once I was pure, and relatively okay Unrequited love has turned me into A passive aggressive little f*ck I am insecure and unprepared So why do I expect you to care? I swear, I'll make you laugh; I'll make you smile But I won't make your heart beat I will dig inside your eyes Until you see me Know me, I'll rot Hold me, or not F*ck me, I'm gross Know me, know me I am fully aware that love isn't fair I'm no big deal, I'm a pig squeal